A THOUSAND TIMES + 1

I have heard those words a thousand times + 1

I have felt those stares a thousand time + 1

I have fallen deeply a thousand times + 1

I have trusted my heart a thousand + 1

I have walked that pathway a thousand + 1

I have had my heart crushed a thousand times + 1

Should i then stand in hope for laughter

as they walk through the shores adrift from me,

Could i still stare in hope for trust

waving at the bay as the ship sets sail,

Would i still find that love

as the ship fades from the sight i hold?

Asking for too much?

in my thots, just maybe i am,

Longing for too strong ?

in my search, just maybe i am,

Holding back for too long?

in my pain, just maybe i am,

Searching for dreamy blues?

in my heart, just maybe i am.

I stare in my trance

with my finger so bare

no diamond stone

gracing my show,

would it not be grand

to wave my hand

as a diamond stone

gracing my show,

Perhaps in sway grand

with my satin gown

gracing show.

Then again i would lay at night

pillow soaked like rain had snowed,

lonely gaze with your heart not in hold

throbbing in pain cos my fingers lost to oath,

staring far cos my lips said i do

but maybe graceful stone has my tears to sooth.

My Finger is bare, as the day before,

diamond stone, so far not near,

I ask for more

my crime i fear,

I ask for more

to hold your gaze,

I ask for more

like a fairy tale blues,

i ask for more

To have your heart,

i ask for more

than a diamond stone,

I ask for more

than the word but love,

I ask for more

than a thousand but forever