ACCEPTANCE

The dusty cold october breeze struck me across the face, reminding me of my lonliness.
just a few weeks back i had some one to love, yet today, i sit on my patio, listening to the leaves dance to the rythme of the wind.
Lonliness is interpreted according to he who concieves it, i guess thats why i embrace this loneliness that has englufed me, i wonder why i hadnt been brave in the past , believing in my self and finding ways to find happiness in my solitude.
Moments so lost it seemed like my own imagination, am wondering, did i not lay in his arms once, or anticipate the dust of his touch, mesmerised by the gentle touch of his lips and yet, this minute, this very second, am lost in anger and i cant remember how it felt to fall in his embrace.