AFRAID

So this morning right before i left for work,my dad was distributing as usual are ritual morning fruits and i was as usual trying to avoid the usual early morning advice from my dad telling me to pay attention to the morning news.
And somehow while my dad , mum and myself were engaged in our conversations on politics and law, my kid sister and elder brother came to join us in the room, and one thing led to another, and we started arguing on what fone made more sense, black berry, nokia or i phone and the argument went on for ages, eventually my dad decided to crack a joke ( sorry i wont share dat with sundry) and while every one was laughing and rolling around, it hit me, the reason am so picky about who i settle down with is the fact that i grow up surrounded with love, affection, trust and happiness. I walked out of the room some how dazed and frightened, i was thinking of all the things that could go wrong with a family and grateful that my family was though not perfect, but above all the trivial and pettiness of the world.
So i wonder, how would it be easy for a lady like me to just up and marry any man, considering the fact that am so happy in my fathers house.
I walked out of my fathers room silently praying that God gives me just this warm family eventually and some how just when i was ffianlly about to take a shower, i realized i had tear drops dancing down my face, I guess i am more scared than i thot.